I didn’t want this weekend, couse when I thought about it I was in bad mood, couse I knew that I will boring… but it’s pretty good :D Yesterday girls was in my home, today we’re going on a walk, because the weather is wonderful :D
And I have a complex, because I don’t know who I would like to be in future, what I’d like to doing, where I’d like to learn… I don’t know anything! And this is my problem. I hate when people around me talking about what they want to doing in future… they always have plans, and I feel bad when they ask me what I’d like to do ;| I always don’t know. I know, I have 3 years, but I feel like I won’t decide what is good to me. I’ll never know. And life is to short to doing all things what I like, or to long to doing nothing special… I’ve always wanted to have interesting job like psychologist, lawyer, doctor, fireman… or even person who swimming with dolphins :) (lol, albo osoba która patrzy na osobę, która wyławia piłki golfowe ze stawu :D … but seriously… do you know how much money you can earn on doing it? :| but it’s not job which I can find in Poland) I’d be not good in this jobs. For example how can I be a psychologist if i can’t make people feel better… or study on lawyer… is to long! I wouldn’t have time for my family. My only vision on future is being boring accountant. Job from my dreams :/ ehhh…. .

calm